ENOUGH !

ENOUGH! I GIVE UP ! I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE!

I've said that a couple of times in my mind, while walking on the street from senayan city heading to my house in gandaria street.i felt so exhausted, it was so hot and i felt like i was gonna faint, I was gasping for air. so i said those words again and again , and I felt like someone was whispering to me …

Negative thought : “ hey tria u  cannot do this, just order gojek , it's much easier for u, come on u look like a tomato head ”

Me:  “shut up! I want to burn my calories, so I can be like Jessica Alba”

Negative thought : “haha  you wish! U said that like a hundred times in ur life”

Me  : “shut up u evil thought! just get out from my head…!  well, I mean… this is so easy for me , I was just  walking for about 4 or 5 km  under the sun and I was sweating like hell, but that’s okay, there's nothing hard about it. I have done push up 100 times before, and also 100 burpees. So there's  no reason for me not to do this, I am strong ! Im not weak!

Negative thought :“Yea yea yea… you tell that story, about the burpees thing, like a hundred times but it only happened once ! and it was like 1 or 2 years a go? I guess !!!

And then I saw a taxi, right in front of me, on my face, and I said those words again
 
ENOUGH! I GIVE UP ! I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE!

Negative thought : what are you waiting for, just call the taxi. NOW!

And then I realized something… these words …these negative words sounds very familiar to me, it's not the first time, I heard this voices in my head. I've been there, I feel like I’ve already felt this way like a couple of times in my life, when I feel down, or when I felt like it's impossible for me to make it happen.

This words is just a fase, when u have to choose either to stop or keep in going no matter how hard it is

These words are a sign that u're almost there

These words are a sign that u are already very very very close with the goal that u want to achieve

BUT HOW?

Just change these negative words with positive words…something like…

 “Wait for me baby,  i'm almost there!”

The bottom line is, we can conquer the world with our mind